it aint easy.
October 21, 2008
i dont see a reason or maybe few differences between doing a ppt alone or doing a ppt as a team. not to discriminate them but the point is you get rly exhaustic for the fact that you are doing 5 people’s work at the same time.
is never just once but several instances.
yea i know, what we deem as easy may not be what they deem as easy. they have different view point in life or even different goals in life. my goals for now is to complete my poly life and move on the next chapter of my university/working life.
but yet when i ask them, what’s your goals or even so what’s your ideal GPA in rp. some say, ” i anything one lar, pass can liao.” and so, i understand how things work and how terrible can a one team man do.
seriously, some people ask me do you regret coming to rp? but wtf is this. who wants to come to rp if you have score 15 pointer and below? i dont quite get those who really mug hard but get a daily grade of C OR B at the end of the day.
yea, so i believe in the old adage saying that ” life is never fair” see how we carry different traits or even terrible birthmark on our faces. is not that we desire for it but the point is that is beyond human’s realms. being optimistic in life i never fail to think of the positive side of good people, hoping that in no time they wil see how tough or how complex it is to do a 5 man’s work. but never did they appreciate the way we work for them.
i pay the same school fees as them but i do double the work compared to them. but at the end of the day, i learn the most positive lessons ever on earth is that, in life, if you never fight for it, you never gain. yea true. being a reasonbaly hot headed person, i see no reason in reprimanding them. interpersonal relationship is very impt. be it at the end of the day, they hate me or smirk at me or even throw tantrums at me, i believe i have done my part as a student and i believe i have gain honoured for my parents in paying a lage sums of money for my school fees.
i believe one theory- the more you study, the more competitve and more positioning you will gain in your furture workplace. i dont determine people by their level of studies of course because i will eventually overlook the wonderful side of them.
but now, i pursuit my knowledge and they pursuit theirs. and i sincerely hope that they will excel in rp and i believe they will.
