2009.

this shall be the my very first entry for 2009.

&  sch will be reopening in a few days time starting from now. and i wouldnt say it’s rly a bad news for me because holiday is getting tiring for these three weeks.

I WANT MONEY MONEY.

but you know giving tution and been a tutor is rly tough. i wouldnt say it would be easy teaching a sec one kid now. but given my standard i am glad enough i am able to teach a sec one rebellious kid. hah.  AND i know i wouldnt teach long. besides, I AM TEACHING MATHS? can you believe it? arh, dont mock or curse at me ): but i swear i wanna teach for that particular eight lessons and continue to pursue my beautiful studies in RP. (:  and also, focusing on been another tutor teaching my very first primary three students last month ago!

hohohoo. okay stop boasting. hah

anyway, hope 2009 turn out well for me even though 2008 wasnt as tedious as what i feel it suppose to be. but well, HAPPY NEW YEAR! hehahoheho.

metaphors?

RELIATIONSHIP ARE LIKE FLOWER’S PETALS.

ever such thing as longlasting relationship? to be realistic even though i am satisfied with my current bf but the way i view the outside world i bet relationship are just like flower’s petals, for they grow and wither.

but would you bear to let go of someone that dont even suits you in the first place? or would you say after the very first month together then you realise you aint suitable for him/her? or even, you shouldnt have accepted this relationship in the very first place but due to lunatic act you agreeeee?

thousands and thousands of answer in your head and you wouldnt have the courage or bold enough to think of it because you just want to AVOID.

i wouldnt say all relationship dont last. but frankly, prolly 90% dont, after few years from whr they started. ? dont react rashly towards this post now because it is only base on my own assumptions, my own experiences.

girls. would you give up one someone instantly when that particular someone whom you love hurts you in a way that is so unbearable ? or not instantly but maybe few chances would be given to him to make your final decisions whether to stay or to leave?

would you ever say sorry to someone whom you really love alot but even if you know you are not at fault but that very person you like dont even give you a call because he will say I DONT DARE TO CALL BECAUSE I AM AFRAID YOU WOULDNT WANT TO TALK TO ME? lol.  strangely, you would rather accept this excuse?

now, i am a girl and i understand how a particular woman feel in a relationship. but i would never ever stand in a guy’s view/position because it is rather impossible. hah.

but i guess i am too metaphorical. -.- too much sensation here. but i guess it would be pretty much girls’ view and questions in a relationship.

oh, but anyway CHRISTMAS IS COMING~

SINGAPORE, THE BEST PLACE EVER.

dinner at ECP tml. hah. but wadever it is, i hope tml will turn out to be a fun day.

i wanted to buy something to keep it as a momentum for him. but seems like, it is just too complicated as in i am not sure what to buy for him that suits him the best among all. nvm.

everything is so expensive nowadays. dont tell me there are sales everywhr now. yar but the fact that there is recession wad and they have to clear the stocks as quickly as possible. but still, inflation had lead us to the point that most of us are really suffoacating. i am afraid that there would be an increase of inflation again next year to support the whole economy such that it would be able to ease the pain of them, that’s wad my bf told me but i am not sure whether it is rly true.

oh yar, TALKING ABOUT malaysia, as compared to singapore like omg.

been to malaysia few days back, it was really a tormentful experience. i cnt help to describe the overwhelming odour in the kampung’s river or shall we call it the sea or the lake? it is like dirty yellow and i swear the smell is far more smelly than ammonia( found in science laboratory) and the reason being that, we were suppose to shit in there or urine in there( the river/sea/lake) and worst among all is that, it doesnt matter when we shit it just goes down to the lake but the fact that fishermen just fish from there and wadever food that they have gotten from there, IT GOES STRIGHT INTO OUR STOMACH BECAUSE THEY SIMPLY COOKED IT FOR US.

OMG. and that also helps to explain thousands of flies that surrounds the kampung estate. imagine one fly you couldnt even take it can you explain it is possible to eat when thousands and hundreds of flies surrounding you? NAH IS NEVER POSSIBLE. but the strangest thing ever is that some people can rly survive being there.

prolly i am just too pampered in life compared to those people out there. I AM SO FORTUNATE THAT I AM BORN IN SINGAPORE. BAHAHA.

it aint easy.

i dont see a reason or maybe few differences between doing a ppt alone or doing a ppt as a team. not to discriminate them but the point is you get rly exhaustic for the fact that you are doing 5 people’s work at the same time.

is never just once but several instances.

yea i know, what we deem as easy may not be what they deem as easy. they have different view point in life or even different goals in life. my goals for now is to complete my poly life and move on the next chapter of my university/working life.

but yet when i ask them, what’s your goals or even so what’s your ideal GPA in rp. some say, ” i anything one lar, pass can liao.” and so, i understand how things work and how terrible can a one team man do.

seriously, some people ask me do you regret coming to rp? but wtf is this. who wants to come to rp if you have score 15 pointer and below? i dont quite get those who really mug hard but get a daily grade of C OR B at the end of the day.

yea, so i believe in the old adage saying that ” life is never fair” see how we carry different traits or even terrible birthmark on our faces. is not that we desire for it but the point is that is beyond human’s realms. being optimistic in life i never fail to think of the positive side of good people, hoping that in no time they wil see how tough or how complex it is to do a 5 man’s work. but never did they appreciate the way we work for them.

i pay the same school fees as them but i do double the work compared to them. but at the end of the day, i learn the most positive lessons ever on earth is that, in life, if you never fight for it, you never gain. yea true. being a reasonbaly hot headed person, i see no reason in reprimanding them. interpersonal relationship is very impt. be it at the end of the day, they hate me or smirk at me or even throw tantrums at me, i believe i have done my part as a student and i believe i have gain honoured for my parents in paying a lage sums of money for my school fees.

i believe one theory- the more you study, the more competitve and more positioning you will gain in your furture workplace. i dont determine people by their level of studies of course because i will eventually overlook the wonderful side of them.

but now, i pursuit my knowledge and they pursuit theirs. and i sincerely hope that they will excel in rp and i believe they will.

science centre

wooo! went science centre ytd. cool babe. i think is about 4  years since i last went back. didnt really took much pictures cos camera low batt):

but anyway, the stimulator ride was freaking not AWESOME): i thought it would be pretty cool in it. lol, the motion was damn giddy and weezhenglong dont know for what reason keep grapping the pole. but i swear, it was nothing but just movement of motion.

interesting facts about forces, wavelength and the fact about the myth which i saw stated on the board was that ” global warming was not cause by human’s act” lol. zl was stun lar. but overall is just a myth right?

I SHOULD HAVE WENT THR BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY DEN MY ADMISSION FEE WOULD BE JUST THREE DOLLARS): now, 6. lol. but i guess is worth it lar. SCIENCE CENTRE IS EARNING BIG BUCKS OF MONEY. i swear.

oh yar! i went to the water exhbition. COOL. SAW A 3D BALL. but shone with the projector, it makes up an earth shape. hmmm, i have always thought that camels store water on their humps to prevent dehydration throughout the journey in the desert. but i was damn wrong, the humps was just like freaking storing fats lar. it was just their nasal passage from their nose that helps them to store the water.

and ya, about the facts of polar bear ): is damn pathetic i swear. imagine the ice are melting now due to the fact that temperature increases resulting in global warming whereby increasing the chances of ice melting. poor polar bear have no place to stand on if the ice continue to melts.

 

lol, weezhenglong